After a long weekend of uni, learning, contemplating and reflecting on various concepts like ‘Umwelt’, vitalism, holism and reductionism. Feeling bit overloaded (especially after the statistics class), but at the same time they are all very interesting. It’s like trying piece different concepts together to understand life, society and ultimately people. Will continue writing more about them another time…

Anyway… For once in my life, the last two weeks of my life have been so tiresome and hectic, I’ve resorted to drinking a shot of coffee almost every other day. I’ve not been sleeping too well due to trying to still find the good balance between work, uni and getting onto my own feet in working on the side. But the good thing is I have been almost practicing reiki at least on myself every day and have worked on others a little more and deepening into my practice more, which is keeping me energized and sane? It was also nice to give Reiki to people and have the money go toward’s my friend’s homeless charity too. With various people falling ill or feeling down around me, I’ve had more chance to practice on more people too. Unfortunately, society and expectations are causing more anxiety, depression, and egotism.

Going to keep it short… I came across this song, sounds beautiful, and made me wonder if I should have a love others with a heart made of unbreakable diamond or with a heart of water, which adapts learn and change allowing me to be fluid like water, light like steam or solid like ice? I like the idea of being able to interchange like water, maybe because being a Scorpio (water element) it makes more sense to me to be flexible… Something to think about… Hope you enjoy this song too! ?